Friday, June 27, 2008
Common Tests were finally over today. I relieved after all the intensity the whole week...thank the Lord that I managed to pull through. June hols were exactly relaxing, common tests being the first week. There were lessons the first week, followed by dance pracs almost every day. It was fun and great getting to dance every day and getting to be part of such fun choreography. :D but it was tiring. third week onwards it was studying and studying! haha. But there were days of fun too! Went on a two-day shopping trip to malaysia! Bought quite a few new tops and made new purple specs plus i get to wear contacts now! The hols hasn't been exactly what i wanted, considering that i even fell quite ill during the last week... :( But i really should be thankful for all that i've got. I know that I've neglected GOd this past weel. I feel really guilty especially cos i actually decided to intentionally not do Quiet Time, assuming that i needed my mornings to revise before the test of the day. Lord, I'm really sorry for doing that. It's like I'm trying to rely on my own strength again when i know that time and time again I'll surely fail in the end if i don't rely on God. Lord, please help me. Change me, so that i can be more like you. I don't want to stray away or back track. Help me to stay in your ways and that by Your grace I may truly be a light that shines for you and not for myself. Change me, O Lord.
changeme.
10:02 PM