Friday, October 03, 2008
It may sound cliche, but it's really as if the year has bullet-trained pass in a blink of the eye! Yet the beginning of this year seemed so far away! My days at Serangoon seemed like it was ages and ages ago...when I was still apprehensive of my Os and my bleak future. It was not long later that I managed to get in to the school I wanted and was soon caught up in the hustle and bustle of jc life. haha. Just as my sister says, I'm the 'Queen of Gei-Kiangness'! haha. Ya, sometimes or maybe all the time, I want to do everything and anything all at the same time, that I get myself so busy and tired. Sometimes, ending up with nothing done well... :(
Sigh. どうしよう？どのほうがいいの？私は困っていました。
But I just thank the Lord for always watching and protecting me till now! Bruises and all, I know My King still loves me. And I love Him too! (^^)~
Just to keep track, here's a little list of little things I've done this year (thus far):
1. Joined council in PAE JC as an intern (helped organise valentine's day!)
2. Got the number of points I wanted for the Os (thank God!)
3. Entered the JC I'm in now :)
4. Danced for Life Concert (was a tremendously wonderfully exhilarating experience!)
5. Conquered common test (my first in JC! >_<)
6. Danced for Rapture! (Wo-hoo! (^^)*)
7. Completed Promos...waiting for results now. Let me and my whole class be promoted! ><
8. And just today, got my A level jap oral over and done with! よかった！
Promos sure wasn't easy...but I'm just so glad it's over. :)
Sometimes, just when you brutally decide to kick God out of the picture just so because He doesn't seem to be responding. He surprises you in every corner! It's like, I may sunknowingly push God down my list of priorities, again :( , but He never gives up! He'll keep showing His goodness and try to bring you back to Him. Sometimes, all we need is to keep quiet or to put it more crudely to shut up and listen. To stop asking God to answer OUR requests all the time and to just wait upon Him, wait for Him to direct and guide. I know I am guilty of always making empty promises to God and I have a really bad habit of neglecting God when I'm busy, onlyng for crying for help when I'm desperate or 'freer' to think about such things. I know it's a horrible thing. I know that sometimes I'm really selfish and thinkg only about myself. That's why I need God! I need Him to alert me these flaws. I need Him to change me. So please be patient, 'cause the Lord is still working at me!
changeme.
9:40 PM