Saturday, July 01, 2006
Huge SIGH. This past week has been so so draining and exhausting. There was so much to do, especially with all the half-way done holiday homework that I was clueless about. I don't know about the others,...but I guessed that I hadn't expected this...I couldn't seem to accept the fact that it was only the first week of school and I was like already dying! I felt that I just couldn't keep up with the pace. I had expected the first week to be much more relaxed as everybody changed gear to the working mode. But, I think there's no time for this huh? Cluster arts fest, meeting, CCA, HOMEWORK,projects! I was so packed that I didn't even go for jap class the whole week...I really wonder how am I gonna catch up.
I found myself spending lesser and lesser time with God. My daily before-homwork-devotion time with God had gone down to zero. I was even falling asleep before I could say my prayer. I knew I had to do smth, but all else seemed more impt and urgent...NO. I was wrong. What could be more impt than God? Brenda reminded me to be God-reliant. I knew I had to be; cos It would simply too much for me to handle with my own strength (as I soon found out). It's like I knew I had to do it, but was I putting them into actions?I prayed that God would help me to seek Him in whatever circumstance I'm in, but did I do it? Did I put in any effort? I guess I must reflect ans work on this.
things I've learnt this week:
Praying NOW. Wherever circumstances bring me, I will always seek the Lord. Drawing on the grace of God in my moment of need.
"...having nothing...and yet posessing all things" -- This is poverty triumphant.
I wanna thank God for:
changeme.
9:18 PM