He reigns. You're my everything.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Drifting away from God. Relying on my own strength. What's happening? yup, i've been feeling stressed and so energy-drained these days. The A math this. Oh my. I actually blanked out during the test. And it nver happened before! to think I actually prayed before the tese. NO, I'm not blaming God here, but rather it's clearly seen that I've not trusted in the Lord enough to just trust and rely on Him, tha He'll bring me through. I was really very upset after that. There wasn't even a question where I could get the finak answer. It's gonna be the first time in my years of education that I'm gonna a single-digit for my test. But, that's not the point. The pint is that I've realised my 'drifting-away', it alerted me to this fact and showed me the very very importance of trusting and giving my all to God.

And, I've not being doing my quiet time. I've to admit this cos I don't think it's anything to hide. I know it but the problem is, I'm not working at it. I used t0o do it before homework. Now I don't even do it at all. I'm drawing strength from myself not God.

Drifing away.

Lord, I'm sorry

for the many sinful things I've done this past week.

I feel so drained and exhausted

Not because You were't there for me

but cos I didn't make a place for you

I placed you at the bottom of priorities

At the bottom of my heart

I'm sorry Lord

And now i go down on my knees

and sincerely seek for your forgives

create in me a newheart

cleanse my soul

and renew a right spirit within me

May I draw closer to you

Day by day

Let me shine for you, O lord

Make my life right wth you

Hide me behind your cross

that people will see you then me

see Your love through me

drifting back,

Your girl,

Tamlyn

Amen.

changeme.
1:16 PM

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