He reigns. You're my everything.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Didn't go for class reunion at Sentosa today,...knds regret thought I don't wanna admit. Heard that about half the class turned up. Felt really restless today,...now that i've got holidays, I feel like going to school! Ah, the irony! I don't really want to go to school on thursday, cos we'll be getting the results back. Bet I did really bad this time...
but i guess i'll have to accept whatever results i receive. I worked for them, though not hard enough. But they're the results that I deserve. If not for God backing me up,..I would probabliy have don'y even worse. I've got to be thankful to God for seeing me through the whole exam period. And, even sending friends to encourage me along the way. So here's a BIG thank you to Brenda and Jiexin for praying and encouraging me! Thank you for being there for me! And here's an even 'HUGE-ER' thank you to God for always always being there right beside me, even when I didn't even know.

There's this desire within me recently....I want to do something for God. Like serve Him in some ministry. It's like I want to do something for Him. Maybe that's why I was so excited to tabulate the results for the Spiritual Gifts Analysis we did during Sunday School...I want to know what I'm good at and use the gift that He has given me to serve Him. I scored highest on prophecy, it did come as a surprise...somehow I don;t really agree with it. I guess I'll have to be patient and fervent in prayer - seek directions in the Lord and not by my own. Yup, I'll do just that. And, I'll pray that whatever He show me to do or go I'll have the strength and courage through Him to do what He wills me to do.

I don't know why I'm feeling this way

I want to serve you Lord

I want to do something for You

For all that You've done for me

There's seems to be a desire within me

To want to give my all to You

I'm searching for my gift

The gift that You've given me

That I may use it

For Your Glory

That I may serve you with that gift

I don't why I'm feeling this way

Is there some other reason for this?

Am I searching for some answer?

For some direction?

I want to seek You, O Lord

I want to follow You in all my ways

This is my cry

This is my desire

To be where you are Lord

It's more than a song

It's my desire

To just be with You

I cast all

my worries

cares

and concerns

upon You O Lord

Show me the way

That I should go

Grant me the strength

And courage

to do

whatever You will me to

For Your Glory

And Yours alone

Amen.

changeme.
12:57 PM

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